Suffering in Silence

It's been too long since my last post. Need a place to vent my anger before I blow up.

Work's been very hectic recently with the sales going on. The crowd at ION is CRAZY. The traffic is non-stop, giving us no time to take a breather. Currently, my team's being very weak. Cant handle without me around. My phone has been ringing non-stop when I'm off. I know I can only depend on Ginnie. She's the only one I can trust when I'm not around. Simple things cannot be done properly. Simple instructions left down cannot be done properly. What's wrong with these people? Do they even know what they are doing? Do they even know if they are up to the job? I'm thinking should I continue to suffer in silence or voice out?? What should I do? Can someone give me an answer?

Been thinking for a few months whether should I look for a new job as I cant take it any longer. The stress has been too high for me to handle and it's causing me my health. Position and money is not important if my health was to suffer cos of it. Money cant buy me happiness or my health.

I miss the good old days where we can just have fun and work at the same time. Thinking back, my time at Parkway was the best with the whole united as one. I MISS my Parkway team. How I wish I can have them as my team now... Having fun & laughter everyday at work..

Being Kind?

Not in a very good mood today. I was given an earful yesterday for letting a sick staff go home early then her scheduled time. Cos of that, I was been told off for not doing a good rack up, not refilling and putting extra money in the Bank In bag. Am I too kind to others that I hurt myself in the end? What do I benefit from that? Do I get their appreciation or they think that it's what I should do as a manager?
I really wonder.

Updates

It's being long since I last update my blog. Being very busy lately with work (Parkway closing down, GSS, etc) and various events. Let's start from the beginning.

My 26th Birthday



Had a mini celebrations with my family and friends. Thank you for all the presents and well wishes. Love them lots. Without them, my life will not be complete.

Closing Down of Parkway

Went out for a gathering as team for the very first & last time. This gathering is also meant to celebrate my birthday. We are united as a great team and we'll always be. I miss my Team Parkway a lot. I wish we can still go back to where we were used to be.

This were the last few days at Parkway before it closed down on 19th April 2009 temporary. The new temporary outlet had since reopen and now being managed by another store manager. Most of the part timers are remain at the new outlet while me, Ramon & Fiza are being sent to other outlets.

Cotton On Awards Night May 2009

This is 1 night where all Cotton On staff gathers and have fun. All the hard work for the past few months will be rewarded through various awards like Best Manager (Hehe.. I got mine for the month of January 2009), Best Casual, etc.

Sandy's Wedding (Latest update)

Her wedding was held at Amara Hotel on 31st May 2009. I helped out as 1 of the sisters' gang (out to torture the groom. Hahaha!!). It's was tiring but it's fun. Seeing my buddy marrying the man she love, I'm happy for her. Sandy, may you have a blissful wedding life.

Sleepless Nights

Another sleepless night for me again, 2nd night consecutively.. My dog have been crying the whole night, due to been frightened. He too have not been sleeping or eating. When will he calm down and go back to normal? If this carries on, I wonder how many sleepless nights will I be having.. Anyone know of anything I can do to make my dog better?

Characteristics Of a April baby?

Wonder is this true for an April Baby?

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn.
Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and Sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does Work well with others.
Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good Memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look For information.
Able to cheer everyone up and/or Make them laugh.
Able to motivate oneself and Others. Understanding.
Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and Traveling. Systematic.
Hot but has brains.

Some of the characteristics may be quite true for me.

Welcome!

Welcome to my Blog.



This is my first time doing it. This blog will consist of all my thoughts about life, family, friends, work, etc. Being feeling very moody lately, so need an outlet to vent all of my frustration. Therefore turned to writing a blog.

Work's been a little stressful lately. Keeping up with storewatch, making sure there's no variances, staff issues, so on and so forth. Why do people work? I have been asking myself that lately. Some people work for money satisfaction, some work for recognition and some work for interest. Which one do I fall under? I have no idea too. Sometimes, I think "Why do I work so hard for?". Nobody seems to appreciate the hard work that I've put in and keep on demanding more. Can people be easily contented with what they have now or they have to keep on demanding for more? Haiz!!!